To those who have joined me on this journey,Thank you for walking with me through the first year.  Start at the Beginning

  My beautiful boy. I loved you from the moment you were born, right up to second that you died. I love you now. I

  Dear Garrett, Slowly, I am better than I was. Doing the work that Tricia has asked me to do, and writing these letters to

  Dear Garrett, My mom sent me a gift. She knitted a sweater. I can only think of it as our sweater because I know

  Dear Garrett, I’ve realized that if things exist only in your mind, they can take on epic proportions. You might know what I mean

  Garrett, I look at the photos I have around the house of you, now. The ones Kevin made from the video. I can look

  Dear Garrett, This letter is for Tricia. Tricia, you’ve told me several times that a completed death was not a preventable death. That is

  Garrett, It’s taken almost an entire year to accept the fact that you have died. That you are gone. I haven’t wanted to do

  Dear Garrett, I feel that I am winding down, but there a few things left I want to say.  This is for your friends.